stayed over at su an's place on wed.

had a TP marketing bbq last night at aranda.

today my babies are coming over for steamboat.

today is SHIRLIN's biRthdaYYyyY!! :)

i guess she'll be staying over again. =)

anyways.... its the time of the month again when my mood gets cranky from time to time.

time of the month when all the funny thoughts come flowing into my head irritatingly. thoughts that i thought i already decided not to think about. WHY??~~

its just so difficult not to think about it.

every month, the same thoughts keep coming back to me. ALWAYs.. =(

but anyway...i hope you've made the right decision. please know what is best for you. its not like you dont know her.

why is it so that sometimes, i feel so confident that things will never be the same between you and me, but at times i feel the exact opposite???

but i should KNOW that is totally impossible right???? but the fact is, 'I DON'T KNOW'!!

and why the hell is that so?? i think im in the exact same shoes as you. think we ever talked about it, yea??

it makes me happy everytime i get to talk to you.

i wonder how i feel if i ever see you again.

can we please meet up soon??

oh i think there's something you dont know. ive always had a crush on you ever since sec 2. --- yes. even though i was with Dae!!!

so doesnt that put me in a situtation rather similar to you?? =)

i miss you idiot. and i think it should be like fuck. i miss you like fuck.